AUTOBIOGRAPHY-Nehemia

AUTO BIOGRAPHY ASSIGNMENT

What makes a boy different from a man?
It’s about some things which difference it.
But what makes it different can’t be just happen, but takes you to choose it.

Starting from my background, I am Nehemia Rhemayuwardi Antadinata, just shorten it into Nehe, or Mia, or everything you like. It is a very rare and strange name. But finally, I learn to like it and proud it. What happen before, I was not like it.
I was born in a small family, with very brilliance father and mother and an elder brother whom I always said that they are the best among the average people.
But sadly, I’m a rather bit different from them. I’m not as brilliant as they are.
When I was a child, I thought that I am an ordinary person, I thought that I able to catch up with my brother achievement. But when I entered the stage of a teenage, I realize that I am started to change.
When I was in senior high, I couldn’t follow their path into science class. But that one is the one which makes me change.
I remember well what happened past 5 years ago. I was a spoil one, immature but thought that I had been mature enough in my ages, I learn to be perfect one, and try anything by myself, and even I must try it many times. I was trying to learn something in this life without any help and my arrogance that I expected could do it alone.
Until I was graduated from senior high, I couldn’t let that habits go. Until someday, I realize that I must given up what I called it my pride and my best. I tried to listen to people, to open myself to others, to control my emotional and to implement my action with a new standard and way of life that my father taught me; through Christ.
I was thought that everything I was done in 5 years is a nothingness and very empty. In other ways, I challenged to choose what my purpose to life becomes.
Although I am now better, I am still nothing without graces from God these days. I am still filling this life, and I need guidance.
The sweetest part in my life is my childhood that I never realize that actually it would become something that I must let go to grow become someone adult. Sometimes, I learn too, if I must sacrifice my statement of comfort to achieve a better level of maturity.

Sometimes, we think this life is hard, sometimes we think this life is easy. But sometimes we can’t be a super one, but never said that you can’t be different.
A Man and a boy, is about experience long. But what makes them can be different is what they’ve decide in their life. And what path they took in, the good or the counter one.
Finally, I am Nehemia, that’s a best name suited me and I just 19, this is not the end, but this is just the beginning.

Written by,
Nehemia R.A.
UPH Management International Class